PLEASE watch the movie " Encounter ", there is also another part after you watch the first. You can search it on youtube.com where i watched it. It changed my life and i finally realised what to search in life and also the purpose of life in a way. I am Serbian so i watched it in a name of " Susret " and second part " Susret 2 ". Those in my language have serbian translation but that in english dont because it is originaly in English. Just watch the movie, i watched almost all blockbuster movies and wanted happiness and peace, but in games such as counter strike, league of legends .... etc. i found only delay of the day when i found god, so just watch the movie and you will be healed and cry a bit or maybe a lot ;) thank you ;) ;) ;)
" encounter " first part ; https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PgI0f1xeffo
" encounter 2 " second part ; https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HuSuIC_qR-M
Ps; you need to watch it, its your step closer to god.